Sometimes I’m missing u so much, even though I know, it could be one-sided. Im so afraid if u dont miss me as much as I miss you. We dont contact each other regularly, we dont text, we dont call each other everyday. But somehow deep in my heart I always pray u r the one.
Even though we dont contact each other as much, I am more than happy that I am still able to slip in ur name while making Dua.
However, a friend reminded me that true love wont compete with my love towards Allah. Im afraid my love for u will break my relationship with my creator. Im afraid this love I think im feeling is not really true love.
Oh Allah please help me to control this emotions. If he is really the one for me, show me when the time has come. Because I believe, u r the Most Knowing and you know what is really inside my heart, you know what has already been written in the Luh Mahfudz. Oh Allah, please make my love for you unbreakable. Please help me to become better muslim each day, help me to determine what is right and what is wrong for me.
May Allah shows us all to the right path Aamiin Ya Rabb.
i just want someone to see me and go “yes” and keep thinking “yes” for a very long time